3 Crazy Boys and Me: "Just Breathe"

I am on the verge of a melt down and my anxiety is through the roof again... I want so badly to be strong and positive and be super mom and act like I totally have it together all the time but who am I kidding, I am a wreck... I just got back from the nutritionist and he explained Treycen's lab results with big words I did not understand and I basically left the meeting feeling overwhelmed, full of anxiety and tears forming on the surface of my eyeballs... Just breathe... I know this program will work and I know the end results will be amazing... Treycen did get egg whites back and some other things that will make my days easier however he can not have any milk except coconut milk and he only gets that every 4 days... I have a huge list of all these food allergies that he can not have for 6 months, some are for 3 months and some only once in a 4 day period... Its so confusing and on top of everything else he also has to take a ton of supplements everyday... I know this is not as hard as I am making it out to be, and people are on strict diets everywhere and the world does not end... Ok enough of my pity party... I will get organized and kick this anxiety in the ass and be in high spirits by tomorrow.... I will not let Brain Balance defeat me...

On a lighter note: What does a 5 year old do when there is NO Computer, Xbox, Wii, T.V. or Tablet? Well not sure what other kids would do but Treycen has occupied himself with super hero's and mini army forts.... I find these little forts all over my house... I just love how creative he is...